like oh, oh, sugar spell it out

happy my valentines to you

and so we know something's gone wrong
you wouldn't say
no, you wouldn't say

i stand around
trying to find the right thing to say
trying to find a good question to ask
i wonder why it's hard to leave you your way

caught up in your silence
i go guessing
we talk in circles
you go silent
we're back to square one

it's not easy, to be you and to be me.

i don't like not having time for friends.
sigh

we played the guessing game
might have won more than half
but in any case, it's over.

one major block down!
wheees.

i should smug the mug
but i'd rather hide under the rug.

stress mess.
2 major tests
2 projects

shall.not.mope

not that i am,
but i can't find a reason to un-justify the song

when the intro begins, i am simply speechless
when the tune floods in, a private wordless conversation follows
and because each word from its lyrics means more than anything anyone can say, who can now say what is right and what is wrong?

hide in a hole, is the name of today's game
or not.

truffle stuffed, moon tan over sun tan
the bridge with bright lights
the river of glows

the first on the second

we are the wavemakers.

today i feel like i can't do a single thing right.

i was sad.

fight or flight.
a stand has to be made.

we are sleepy, worn out, and still, piled with a looming load of project presentation due saturday

today has been a terribly long day, with some not-so-pleasant news at the end.
life can never be completely fair, can it? we always have to trade one for one. but i guess it's alright, we take it as it goes along and decide how we'll react to it. in a way, if such an arrangement is made, i'd take it as it is and proceed in a forward motion.

on another note: i'm amazed how the simple things in life soak me in such bliss. i can be just sitting there, eating greeny potato leaves, mixing chilli and ginger sauce, with a close one and be real happy.

tis my incoherent day
bah

we were making waves on sunday
*waves*

like fishes released back into their home pond, we swam free.
i thank God for the window of free time together today.
we got my most craved for koi tea, prayer board and changed the batteries to my watch (yay finally).

i had to chance to tell you another impt chapter of my life today, which was really cool. it gave me a chance to reflect again on God's goodness and His Blessings.  and you were gracious and patient in listening.

time at the guitarshop yesterday was also very good. i love the smell of drysweet wood and soft music in the background. we sat on stools, checking out the guitars around us, testing them out and for me, asking silly questions as usual. it was fun though.

i am dozing off. and i think i shall halt now coz sleepy words don't do justice to you.
thanks H.

the 7 am call.
the 2 am stay-up.

i feel like an empty tank right now